Tuesday, January 31, 2012

Falling Apart

I ran today. 5.22 miles. After three days of not running, it wasn't easy. The more I run, the more physical ailments I seem to have. Last week when I was running, I started getting knee pain. It was still tender and painful to touch after my run. I also seem to be getting pretty bad shin splints and my calves have been killing me. So I thought that taking a few days off would allow me to get back to normal. Maybe I didn't rest long enough, but my shins and calves were still bothering me on my run today. :-(

The predominant feeling that was overwhelming me today on my run was a feeling of doubt. I kept thinking to myself, "13 miles? Am I really going to be able to do this? I've only done a little more than three today and I'm already burning out. My knee is starting to hurt and my shins are killing me.  Will I be ready by May 5th? Will I physically be able to do 13 miles?!?".

The answer that I finally came up with is that I have no doubt that I will finish. Even if I walked the entire 13.1 miles, I can finish. I have yet to run longer than three miles without stopping to walk. Maybe I will get to the point where I can continuously run longer than that, but for now, I stop to walk. Although after running about three miles today, it almost felt like stopping to walk made the pain worse. As I was running today, I looked up at the sky and I thanked God that I have the ability to run. I thought about those struggling with cancer and other terminal illnesses who are running their own marathon everyday, fighting to survive, and can't just stop when the pain gets too tough. I think if I remember this as I'm running 13.1 miles, I will be able to press on. I will finish.

In the meantime, I might need to get a knee brace, take lots of OTC pain medication, ice the pain away, and remember to rest.

What other ailments should I be prepared for as my running increases? What kind of things can I do to prevent/treat these ailments? Suggestions are welcome and strongly encouraged. I need all the help I can get. ;-)

Tomorrow is probably going to have to be a rest day. Thursday, the plan is to complete about 8 miles.

I will leave you with some inspiration tonight from Eleanor Roosevelt.....



Happy running!





2 comments:

  1. I feel your pain. Literally! I am just getting back into it, but the calves, the hip, the quads, all hurting, and wait...is that twinge of the old plantar faciitis making a comeback?

    I mean, it's not as if I'm running/walking far for goodness sake! 3.64km this morning. I'm not "pushing myself" too hard because I don't want to be seriously injured again. But geesh! 13.1 miles looks a long way off for me.

    But of COURSE you will finish :-)

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